NOW!
What’s a now page?
I was inspired by Derek Sivers but if you go to nownownow.com you can find all the specifics.
In short –
A “Now” page tells you what a person is focused on at this point in their life. This is where I’m at now.
from Busan, South Korea
Now
Currently in Busan visiting my partner Sheridan as she finished up her tour of WICKED.
We’re all into 2026 and I’m in heavy preperation mode.
The end of this month I start rehearsals for a play ‘KITTY LITTER’ in Melbourne set to open 7th of February [Link Here]. It’s a hilarious new Australian work by Hamish Johnston.
Then I drive back to Sydney to start my final couple of months of my masters at NIDA. I will be straight into rehearsals for my graduate production BIRDS, a contemporary adaption of Aristophanes The Birds. The piece is devised and will focus on grief, trauma and finding our way back to our inner child.
When this production finishes I will be flying to China to tour as a clown with SLAVAS SNOW SHOW. If you dont know Slava, he’s a great Russian Clown philosopher! This is a great video
I’m looking forward to…
Getting back to Australia and diving into some creative spaces! As soon as I get back I have a week of nothing booked in and then its go-time until about June!
Reading
Discovering The Clown – The Funny Book Of Good Acting
This is such a beautifully written book. I’m about to enter quite a few spaces where my clown should be taking the lead, so I’m trying to absorb some wisdom from the great fools haha
Jung: The Key Ideas
One of the characters of BIRDS follows a fools journey (Major Arcana Tarot) so I’m diving into jungian theories surrounding integration of inner child and archetypes.
Current Hyper-fixation
“The Clowns Prayer”
As I stumble through this life,
help me to create more laughter than tears,
dispense more happiness than gloom,
spread more cheer than despair.
Never let me become so indifferent,
that I will fail to see the wonders in the eyes of a child,
or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged.
Never let me forget that my total effort is to cheer people,
make them happy, and forget momentarily,
all the unpleasantness in their lives.
And in my final moment,
may I hear You whisper:
“When you made My people smile,
you made Me smile.”
Built Up Notes
Sandro : Raw : Steppenwolf
I went to The Strand in new york and I found a massive coffee table book of photos of all of the Steppenwolf creators.
If you dont know, Steppenwolf is often touted as the greatest theatre company of the past 10 years. Find them HERE.
The book is limited edition, signed, and feels like a relic of theatre culture.
Kolbe A Index – This is a psych evaluation that looks at your natural ways of taking action. It was brought up in ADHD 2.0 (book) as we tend to take action in different ways to the general populus. This evaluation helps you figure out what your action style is, how you can utelize it and how you can communicate and counter those that appose your natural style. It’s a wonderful assesment.
Jacques Lecoq – “The Moving Body”
I recently directed a work by Yasmina Reza (“Art”), and she originally trained as an actor under Lecoq. I dived into the Lecoq theory to see if I could use it within the rehearsal room for “Art” and it aligned perfectly. Key life focus’ I’ve taken away –
Complicité (kom-plee-see-tay) A deep, intuitive connection between performers, built on trust and shared energy.
Disponibilité (dis-pon-ee-bee-lee-tay) An actor’s full openness and readiness to respond to the ever-changing moment.
Le Jeu (luh zhuh) The spirit of play that brings joy, spontaneity, and discovery to performance.
To anyone that found there way to this page, I hope you’re living the dream!
May 2026 bring you great joy!
Cameron Tayor 